Feels like everything is about change right now. I just left my cousin Gerrie who's moving to Cantonsville, MD in a few weeks and I set her up on Skype to keep in touch. She's lived in the Bay Area her entire life and now she's moving to a place she's never been, to live close to her brother and his family and she's just going to have to learn to adapt. It's not really her decision either. Change is just thrust upon her and she is going to have to learn to adapt.
Change is something we all need to learn to accept and open to and seems to be thrust upon so many people I know right now. I feel like I've had to accept so many changes in the last two years that quitting my job to travel makes me feel like I'm finally getting to the good stuff. As someone once told me, it's a sign "I've suffered well".
I still have no idea about my trip, when I'm going or what next steps to take. It's those moments that I'm least afraid, I just trust it will all come together. I went to a 3 hour meditation and restorative yoga class today and really let myself feel how tired and burnt out I am at the moment. I just allowed myself to sink into that feeling and not push through it or power through the rest of the day like I usually do. It's time to slow down and as hard as it is for me to do I trust things will work out much better in the long run when I learn to slow down.
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